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So today in the morning at about 10:12, my second son whose name is Alexander James McKnight was born. However, he was only 19 weeks and 4 days along in gestation. He didn't make it. As I write this I feel only numbness now. It has been almost 12 hours since he passed. We'll be released from the hospital either today or tomorrow so we'll take him home with us. And bury him on our land, on his home.

What happened was at 4 am Ash had her water break, under normal circumstances it'd be fine, a bit riskier, but fine. But this wasn't normal. She had as a result of the breakage is what is called an "umbilical prolapse." Which due to the cervix would become kinked like a garden hose cutting off his life line. We had to make a choice. Wait till 24 weeks and have him then, which would slowly suffocate him and be tortuous and also increase he risk of major infection risking the lives of both Ash and Alex. Or have him now and prevent him from suffering. We chose he latter.

Right now I have cried for 8 hours straight. And I can't feel anything anymore. It's not the job of a father to bury his son. I love you Alexander James McKnight, we'll meet again in the Summerland.


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Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Current Residence: Wichita, Kansas
Favourite genre of music: Anything as long as it can make me want to dance like an idiot
Favourite style of art: Cg, Writing
Favourite cartoon character: Darkwing Duck
Personal Quote: I'm going back to bed, Things make more sense in my dreams...

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You mad at me?
jadelh Jan 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for watching me! :wave:
strayokatoknight Jan 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Of course. We are brothers in arms, so to speak. ^.^
trust me this will put a smile on your face, make your day, or help you

Every night , someone thinks about you before they go to sleep,
At least fifteen people in this world love you.
The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you
There are at least two people in this world that would die for you
You mean the world to someone.
Someone that you don't even know exists loves you

When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look.
Always remember the compliments you've received.
Forget the rude remarks.
So if you are a loving friend, send this to everyone on your list including the person that sent it to you.
Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.
Something good will happen to you between 12 in the morning and four o'clock pm tomorrow, it could be anywere . Get ready for the biggest shock in your life
If you break this chain YOU will be cursed with relationship problems for
the next ten years .

Send this to fifteen people in fifteen minutes !!
Make Someone else's day! Help get a smile on someone's face! Help someone out! <3 remember that your loved

F.R.I.E.N.D.S. 😉
= Fight for you
= Respect you
= Involve you
= Encourage you
= Deserve you
= Save you
Send this to all your friends & me if I'm one......If you get 4 back you are liked but if you get 7 back then you are seriously loved.
Foxgirl95 Dec 7, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave!!! Kyu~!!!Hug 
FlyingCatsandGlitter Nov 28, 2013  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch~!! :iconpuppyyayplz: It means a lot that you like my art :iconloveloveplz: Please do look forward to my future deviations~ Here, have some cake :iconcaekplz:
Eli-kyun Nov 20, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I knew I remembered you from someplace.

Any news on your NekoNinja?
strayokatoknight Nov 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Why hello. Ummm, pardon me if I don't quite remember, it has been awhile since I've spoken to old friends.

NN goes well on the writing part, and I have had one person wish to draw the prologue but I have not heard back from them. ^.^;
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